I had to take time to...collect myself. In your case...
[We have grown closer, so much that I sometimes find myself physically attracted to you.]
We have spoken of this before. I am sure that even you are aware that our rapport has ...changed, to say the least. I cannot be certain whether it is for better or worse, but...
[You exacerbate my hidden, and less-than-honourable desires every time you touch me.]
...you have ...an affectionate nature, I am sure you are aware. I find myself a bit...bothered by it, a times.
[I found myself consumed with guilt for attempting to egg you on and take advantage of you on a few occasions, sometimes without realizing it, myself...]
As a result, I tend to treat you rather dishonourably, only to realize this after the fact...
[I know I cannot fulfill these desires for you. I had to get away from you.]
...For the most part, it is my fault. I thought it would be best if I stayed away from you and broaden the distance between us. I simply do not know how to cope with someone being so close to me...
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Date: 2012-03-26 09:13 pm (UTC)From:[He inhales deeply before proceeding.]
I had to take time to...collect myself. In your case...
[We have grown closer, so much that I sometimes find myself physically attracted to you.]
We have spoken of this before. I am sure that even you are aware that our rapport has ...changed, to say the least. I cannot be certain whether it is for better or worse, but...
[You exacerbate my hidden, and less-than-honourable desires every time you touch me.]
...you have ...an affectionate nature, I am sure you are aware. I find myself a bit...bothered by it, a times.
[I found myself consumed with guilt for attempting to egg you on and take advantage of you on a few occasions, sometimes without realizing it, myself...]
As a result, I tend to treat you rather dishonourably, only to realize this after the fact...
[I know I cannot fulfill these desires for you. I had to get away from you.]
...For the most part, it is my fault. I thought it would be best if I stayed away from you and broaden the distance between us. I simply do not know how to cope with someone being so close to me...
It...never ends well.