[He manages to get about calf-deep into the ocean before finding himself a little too afraid of the vast black water to go any further out. It's from there that he sucks in a deep breath and then lets loose an enormous shout, as hard and loud as he possibly can manage. It isn't so much a scream as it is a yell formed out of all the agony he's been wading through today. Everything he can't have is in that shout, and it ends in a sob he can't bite back.]
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