[..."It's for your own good." Is that what he was going to say? Because for some reason, he really wasn't so sure now. As his own eyes stung, he tried to force a few more words-...]
I truly don't want to--...
[...but no. Then they'd probably have to go back on their word. It didn't stop the fact that something deep within him was begging for the possibility of this passing over soon, and that they'd be able to get back to being close after having their own his own, mostly personal issues sorted. He just fervently hoped that Phoenix would allow for it in that time.
...If not, he'd convince himself that he deserved it, and that it's just part of a recurring trend in his sad existence.]
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Date: 2012-06-13 05:48 am (UTC)From:[..."It's for your own good." Is that what he was going to say? Because for some reason, he really wasn't so sure now. As his own eyes stung, he tried to force a few more words-...]
I truly don't want to--...
[...but no. Then they'd probably have to go back on their word. It didn't stop the fact that something deep within him was begging for the possibility of this passing over soon, and that they'd be able to get back to being close after having their own
his own, mostlypersonal issues sorted. He just fervently hoped that Phoenix would allow for it in that time....If not, he'd convince himself that he deserved it, and that it's just part of a recurring trend in his sad existence.]
I wish there was something I could...
...
[He inhaled shakily.]
Just take some time to think on it all. Please.