...That was exactly the opposite of what I was...trying to say.
I...I merely asked you to reflect on a few things. Whether you believe it best to be away from me or not within that time is up to you.
[He breathed a heavy sigh before continuing.]
Wright... It is beyond me to adeptly express how I feel about this...or...nearly anything, for that matter. But once again, I assure you - if I had truly wanted you to "get out of my life and leave me alone," I would have stated that plainly. I generally mean what I say, whether you choose to believe it or not. Furthermore, when I do say something, it is usually following the result of a lot of deliberate consideration.
I meant it when I said, 'no further implications,' and... I ...also meant it when I described how I feel about you.
I don't think I could possibly explain to you how incredibly ...strange and unsettling ...this all is to me. I have to make sense of ...a lot of this, myself. Please...bear with me.
[There is a rare desperation in his voice, though he tries his damnedest to mask it.]
If you feel that you cannot, then... I couldn't possibly blame you for it. I'm used to it.
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Date: 2012-06-13 09:33 am (UTC)From:...That was exactly the opposite of what I was...trying to say.
I...I merely asked you to reflect on a few things. Whether you believe it best to be away from me or not within that time is up to you.
[He breathed a heavy sigh before continuing.]
Wright... It is beyond me to adeptly express how I feel about this...or...nearly anything, for that matter. But once again, I assure you - if I had truly wanted you to "get out of my life and leave me alone," I would have stated that plainly. I generally mean what I say, whether you choose to believe it or not. Furthermore, when I do say something, it is usually following the result of a lot of deliberate consideration.
I meant it when I said, 'no further implications,' and... I ...also meant it when I described how I feel about you.
I don't think I could possibly explain to you how incredibly ...strange and unsettling ...this all is to me. I have to make sense of ...a lot of this, myself. Please...bear with me.
[There is a rare desperation in his voice, though he tries his damnedest to mask it.]
If you feel that you cannot, then... I couldn't possibly blame you for it. I'm used to it.